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Real Human In Real Life

by Jordan Rice

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1.
Beautiful One More Time 02:47
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These days i feel like i might die Just call me beautiful one more time And i'll be fine
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I Wish I Could Name It 02:46
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Architect (Flâneur) 02:57
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you feel you're in an endless loop a spiralling in a human suit admiring the mountains from a lonely view for you that's all there is the scenery will kill you said the atmosphere today the fog, the blue, the ambience you're watching real-time decay this is all there is wandering path, recording cars as they pass by admiring the looming of a mountain you could climb it's all just hiss tempting real feeling with a glimpse of empty street why does Nothing have a hold on you that Something couldn't meet It's all there is It's all there is Feeling there's no feel i can recreate I wanna be the architect of something At least: me Feeling there's no feel i can recreate I wanna be the architect of something At least: me Admiring the structures of Soviet brutalism How can something so simplistic take us back to being children? There's more to this you feel you're in an endless loop a spiralling in a human suit admiring the buildings from a lonely view for you that's all there is Feeling there's no feel i can recreate I wanna be the architect of something At least: me Feeling there's no feel i can recreate I wanna be the architect of something At least: me
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Andy (Interlude) 02:40
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5.
Kaufman Complex 01:55
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I'll Stay With You In Case You Wake Up 03:00
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every passing day a new name slips my mind and into a crack, a dark cavernous place head facing rock, shadows before me fingers bleeding tracing outlines of dates every passing day a bone breaks loose i'll carry it in a bag full of old receipts and train tickets, and birthday cards memories of you i'll stay with you in case you wake up i'll hold your head and i'll stroke your hair i'll stay with you in case you wake up if you're here i am mostly there every passing day i'm over the sink coughing coffee up from years ago bleeding old wounds and bad jokes and silence down the phone every passing day, a day passes on everyday i am a loner every day feels like i let people down passing days don't promise closure i'll stay with you in case you wake up i'll hold your head and i'll stroke your hair i'll stay with you in case you wake up if you're here i am mostly there i'll stay with you in case you wake up i'll hold your head and i'll stroke your hair i'll stay with you in case you wake up if you're here i am mostly there i'll stay with you in case you wake up if you're here i am mostly there
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Don't Miss Me 02:07
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Reinvention is destruction again I’m scared of last year’s hair Deconstruction is finding the pain And leaving it there Don’t miss me, I’m right here Don’t miss me, I’m right here Remembering is hurting for a smile My frown lines keep me numb Dismembering the best parts of my life And losing most of them Don’t miss me, I’m right here Don’t miss me, I’m right here
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Dark Again (ft. Tara Embers) 04:34
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These songs are snapshots of various points over the past year, or past couple years; my fears, interests, neuroticisms i have yet to take to a doctor. This little collection of songs is personal, and its process has been helpful, as an artist and as someone who wants to get better. Anyway, here's another album of reverb-heavy, grainy, 80's sample ridden, trash that I loved making - hope you love it too.

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released October 1, 2018

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jord is a producer and songwriter, working from her bedroom, making songs about dust

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